jacosse - Always Numb Lyrics

I was right, they thought that they knew you
Only really seen you on Insta and YouTube
Instead of being with you, it's Netflix and Hulu
To not to see your beauty, honestly is kookoo
But what's really kookoo ain't that
What's kookoo is saying that you own the map
You can shoot your gun and then do some drugs
You ain't own a thing, just some gas and some stacks
I been waiting, I been really patient
Not too sure if I'm gonna make it
Ain't talking about music, gotta push through this
Leaving is stupid, what happens? We're clueless
But now I gotta go
I got a whole world to explore, it's my own
I just want peace and quiet, please leave me alone and just
Leave me a message right after the tone
I learned a lot in my years on this earth
Some people will hurt you and treat you like dirt
If you only have the good, then you will not progress
If I have learned anything, that's what I've learned, and I
Cannot get over the fact that I'm living
I'm not one to be kidding
Around about that, that's a roundabout fact
I pour my heart into it and you just been sipping
I want this to heal you
I miss the real you
I talk to myself
When I cannot feel you
I can't say it's not my fault
But I just wanna feel things
Really, it's my call
I just wanna feel things