jacosse - Hopeful Lyrics

Rest in peace to my feelings, they been dead, you don't know about it though
Sell Supreme, make some profit, you don't know I bought it though
Purchase all this music shit you don't know what it costs to cop it though
You call me capital, laughing 'cause you're the one that will decease
I will decrease you put your songs where they belong in catacombs
I've been very down I cannot say that I have been kinda low
I see your chain, I see your grill, I think you should get out of those
I gotta fight the demons in my head, like, right now, gotta go
I understand that I
Have to be strong in order to feel again
I understand that I
Have to be strong in order to feel again
This is taking way too long
Way too long
This is taking way too long
Way too long
You ever have those days where you just draw a blank? It's almost like my brain died
I have troubles hitting the target because I aim high
Don't wanna talk shit, so let me be on the safe side
I'll put it this way, you're ranked low and I'm ranked high
Yeah, my mood fluctuates, I
Put my finger on the trigger, after, it's too f*ckin' late
I wake up, take a piss, procrastinate, it's just another day
This shit is way too easy I can see, now, why these suckers hate
I do this shit all from my bedroom
Mind your space bitch, please give me headroom
If you don't feel a thing, then just know this:
It is all mental
It is like you're trapped in a kennel
Don't see color, only black and white, like panda
You hear what I say? 'Cause what I say is fragile
I'll always give you more, not less, like it's Mackle
I understand that I
Have to be strong in order to feel again
I understand that I
Have to be strong in order to feel again
This is taking way too long
Way too long
This is taking way too long
Way too long
And I understand it's not fair to you, if you ever question
The love I have, then go listen to Swear to You
Careful, you might just trip and fall, well look at that
Now she is the one that will love and care for you
I can do it anyway I like
Say I might, talk shit and then maybe I'll make you pay the price
I believe in myself, so, I don't need to pray at night
I can be a dick and jerk around like you, late at night
Life is a f*ckin' blessing
Sometimes I wonder if this place is just a testing
Your excuse is that you are resting
Ask yourself: what am I collecting?
You hate on my dreams, why the hell you protesting?
You're letting it happen, you're really upsetting
I wish you could see life how I see it
You would see beauty, my man, I'm not messing
I understand that I
Have to be strong in order to feel again
I understand that I
Have to be strong in order to feel again
This is taking way too long
Way too long
This is taking way too long
Way too long