jacosse - Leave Me for the Stars Lyrics

Four one seventeen, ready for a new relation
I found a girl, became my world without patience
Now I know I should've waited
'Cause although you said that we'd make it, we didn't
Six eleven seventeen I shattered into a thousand
First time that it happened, and I didn't know how, but
I wanted to die
Maybe a pill, or a gun, or a knife
Then ten fourteen seventeen
We thought we were meant to be
Get a big ol' house, have two kids, we had many dreams
Now let us see
Where we are now, we're far apart
Twelve o-four eighteen broke my heart
And to be honest, the hardest part
Is that you think I don't care, but that is false
And, one twenty-one twenty-nineteen
Thought it wouldn't matter if I leave
So I tried to OD
Part of me wishes I would have succeeded, high-key, why me?
I went to a hospital
Little did I know, they kept most my feelings all bottled up
They thought that they caught me up
But no, I'm still suicidal, I'm still suicidal
Two nineteen nineteen, now you're part of me
Few days after you said you'd give your heart to me
And you f*cked up my arteries
'Cause all I think of is you, and others are too hard to see
Other people I don't notice
Blunt all my feelings with the joint that is passed
This story has two endings, but all I know is
You are my last hope