If you had the gun, I had the mag
Would you kill me, or would you come back?
Take a few pills, finally fall asleep
No plan to wake up, just to escape my past
Marijuana, fly away to Arizona
Carry on a legacy, can't wait to meet mama
I often wonder, is life true, or a thought? I ponder
How to let go of a girl who said she would have your daughter
I can't move on that fast, girl
Remembering all the way back to the nights that I had your back
And the nights you would miss your dad
And the nights we would fight and clash, I swear I wouldn't go back
'Cause I'm happy now that you're in my past, damn
I never thought that I would say that
Didn't listen to my problems so I'm gonna do the same, that's payback
I'm sick of this depression, it's been two years
Drawn out days, but it's time for me to finally erase that