Safe Video (MV)

I'm not who I am, I'm not who I wanna be
Wish I could ask, somebody to comfort me
Went really dark in my last f*ckin' EP
But they went on and made fun of me
And I don't get anybody who is talking but don't wanna listen
I do this to help me don't do it to fit in
I know one day, when you're older, you will get it
And I will look back and I'll say that I did it
I had conquered all of my fears
In a time when I was scared of my peers
And I will look back, and I will attack
The guy who would call you my dear
Everybody makes mistakes
But nobody wants to own up to 'em, that's the problem
And you think that things will change in your life
But not when you don't have the courage to go out and try to solve 'em

I don't wanna go outside, no
I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna
I am safe in here
I'm always safe in here

I'm starting to care what other people think about me
It has been a minute since there hasn't been a ring around me
All that I've been focusing on is who is linking on me
And I notice all of the people who have been kicking on me, so
Don't expect anything when I blow up
Don't even come to my shows, no don't show up
Oh no, own up, bros don't know us
And don't expect me to wave when you come roll up
Hold up, I have earned everything that I have
You better remember that line when I pass
Let's be real, since I was 14
I have known my path, go define that
Some call it stupid, I call it being real
My only problem in this world is that
Everything I do, I cannot feel

I don't wanna go outside, no
I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna
I am safe in here
I'm always safe in here

I think I should face my fears
While we are laying here
Okay my dear?
I think I should make it clear
I think I should face my fears
While we are laying here
Okay my dear?
I think I should make it- wait
I been at it real strong, why should I end it all
I looked back on the messages, I have read 'em all
And I realized that you never deserved me, never asserting
Don't ever try to tell me that I let it fall
And since all that, I been messed up
Every emotion I'm masking
And whatever happens, girl
I just want you to know that I hope that you're happy, so

I don't wanna go outside, no
I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna
I am safe in here
I'm always safe in here
I don't wanna go outside, no
I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna
I am safe in here
I'm always safe in here