My life is a circus
I'm searching for purpose
The tightrope is shaking
I'm too close to the ground
My feelings have surfaced
I'm feeling so nervous
The people are waiting
To tease a clown
They say my raps be good, but my raps be lies
They got a whole lot to say and I don't know why
Said I need to get a grip when they offer advice
When I sent a link out, they went blind like mice
Used to hurt a nigga bad, all jokes aside
But my head held high, I was filled with pride
Thought I understood the game, but I'm still not right
It's like I came in the game, but I'm not their type
Should've been signed a deal, what I'm not that fly
Tryin' live like Jay, what I'm not that guy
Use to flex on the Gram with the stuff I buy
It's like I can't get a break and I can't get by (Goddamn)
Try to act so hard, he ain't about that life
Writing raps about drugs, he ain't about that high
Everybody knew my truths but I still denied
Big smile on my face, that's a clown disguise
My life is a circus
I'm searching for purpose
The tightrope is shaking
I'm too close to the ground
My feelings have surfaced
I'm feeling so nervous
The people are waiting
To tease a clown
My life is a circus I'm on the trapeze
And all of my fears, they're the people beneath me
The goal is so simple not to fall from this glory
To live in the moment and please the crowd or be the clown
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
They'll smile in your face and still want you to lose
I'm the jack of all trades, now they want me to choose
Said the game need a change, but it can't be you
They should go and get the crown for the things I do
It's like, "Yeah he can rap, I don't think that he can."
But he call himself The Jag, that don't make him a brand
But you double tap his pic, they don't mean I'm a fan
But he write his own shit, well give the nigga a hand
Tell Jarrett have a seat, his whole style is a joke
What rapper in the game do you know that's broke
Did the whole MEGATRON, we all know he's a Barb
Said he copped a new whip, that's his boyfriend car
Three years in the game, what song is a hit
Errbody got a dream, I don't think this his
All these rappers in the game, where does Jaguar fit
I think that nigga a clown, he should've starred in It
My life is a circus
I'm searching for purpose
The tightrope is shaking
I'm too close to the ground
My feelings have surfaced
I'm feeling so nervous
The people are waiting
To tease a clown
My life is a circus I'm on the trapeze
And all of my fears, they're the people beneath me
The goal is so simple not to fall from this glory
To live in the moment and please the crowd or be the clown
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
My life is a circus
I'm searching for purpose
The tightrope is shaking
I'm too close to the ground
My feelings have surfaced
I'm feeling so nervous
The people are waiting
To tease a clown
My life is a circus I'm on the trapeze
And all of my fears, they're the people beneath me
The goal is so simple not to fall from this glory
To live in the moment and please the crowd or be the clown
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall
You're not going to fall