Jake Macias - Grave Lyrics

Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace
Take me someplace very far where I don't have to feel
Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace
Take me someplace very far where I don't have to feel
(Chutes)
Take me where the angels are cause I just need some answers
Every time I pray I feel like I'm just on a different channel
I even failed at trying to plan my future life
When I thought I found my future wife
She broke my heart and ran off with another guy
I don't even have real friends
Cause honestly if I did I wouldn't feel so scared to tell them
Every little thing that's going on with me
Cause I always feel like my friends are always aiming down their sights
With their guns pointing at me and getting ready to pull that trigger
I already been shot down so many times
I don't want to say a single thing
But I stay cause I don't want to be lonely
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
I don't know what I'm supposed to see
I've been praying to God asking him to please come down and help me
But I've been feeling the pressure on my chest cause I can't even breathe
I've been fighting this thing called life cause it's been killing me
I just need to find my peace
Everyone in my life's been fading away
So now I'm just wondering would anyone care if I just laid in my grave
Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace
Take me someplace very far where I don't have to feel
Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace
Take me someplace very far where I don't have to feel
I don't want to feel this way
I just need to numb the pain
I just really want to be okay
But I know that the old Jake went to a better place
And the demons been telling me that I can do the same if I just go in my grave
And I know that I haven't had a real smile in ages
I do this to myself because I let a girl choose my mental state
Day to day
I don't know why I chose this way
But I know that I just need to fade away
I just need to wake up because it's been killing me
I've been telling myself that Jake you just can't be living in this stupid dream
Ain't no girl gonna go with you so just wake up and focus on this music thing
Cause I know that this is what's gonna get me on my own two feet
I don't need nobody else besides myself
Because I got my pride and my pride's gonna do a lot for me
And I also got these voices
Look where they got me at
Got me to a better place
They got me recording this music so I can rest
But I lay awake
Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace
Take me someplace very far where I don't have to feel
Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace
Take me someplace very far where I don't have to feel