Jake Ryan - Tucson, Arizona Lyrics

I'm in Tucson Arizona , and I'm off a couple pills
I don't know quite what I took but I know this shit is a thrill
In the Catalina foothills, at my grandmas house I'm ill
It's time for Christmas dinner and I'm high as f*cking hell
I'm up in the hills, I got mountains all around me
And I'm slipping off the rails, don't know right where I went Wrong
But now this is how I feel
Yeah I might make bad decisions, so I'll prolly go to hell
I'll see half of you all there and the others I wish well
My life flashed before my eyes multiple times
Feel like I might die tonight but I keep that inside
Sit down little Mamacita, lemme tell you bout my life
I said it a thousand times, I'm not feeling right
I was born in Arizona, lived in Singapore
I speak fluent Spanish, cuz in Chile I was bored
Most my life in central Illinois and Peoria my home
Now my mom and dad in Dallas and I don't know where to go
I'm in Tucson Arizona , and I'm off a couple pills
Don't know quite what I took but I know this shit is a thrill
I just saw a mountain lion, playin with his tail
Maybe I'm hallucinating, I don't think it can be real
This girl told me that she loves me
And I don't know how to feel, I am not cooperating, do I even love myself
Why do I keep on complaining, life has served me well
I don't ever get in trouble, and there's wind up in my sails
I might go and climb a mountain, make my way to Pakistan
But right now in Arizona
I'm oh so lonely with my Friends
At night I fall asleep, dreams bout new Mercedes Benz
Wanna be a superhero, fly around like Superman
Out in Tucson Arizona, pills are f*cking with my head
I just want to go back home and climb into my bed
So that someday I can save the world, and put this all to rest
To rest
To rest
To rest