Jame MSC - Blankpage. Lyrics

I swear lately I ain't been the same
Just in my room f*cking staring at a blank page
And i cant write
I ain't felt shit
Shit get hard but its easy when I shelf it
Love an option I refuse to choose
Its just a game I refuse to lose
Or its a war and you round the troops
So I cut myself out them social loops

And I
I cant cry
Anymore
I feel sore
I feel sore
I feel
I feel
Like it never really mattered anyway
Like it never really mattered anyway

Whats it mean when they say that I'm alright
Whats it mean when they say that I'm alright

I just need someone to show me that I'm gonna be alright
Im getting lonely here inside this f*cking recess of my mind
It feel like every year I got another mountain left to climb
I hope I hit the top and find out that I didn't waste my time

I cant recognize myself when I look in the mirror
I wish I could feel better but I think I need you here
I feel like every night I have to battle different fears
I write these words on pages so that I don't feel the pain