James Andrews - Rumination Lyrics

Another day to wait
This one will pass away
Just like all of the others
I lie on the chair
Explain I'm down, but I don't care
Give me more time
And I'll only waste it

Wasn't long ago
I walked for miles, right through the snow
I felt something
But now it doesn't matter
For all the people who I care about
Who watched over me
And now there's no doubt
I miss those innocuous interventions

I've done some things
To bring me back that happiness
I think it worked
But I can't be certain
I want to understand
The mother died and the baby cried
I see right now the life cycle
But it doesn't make sense

Doctor when can I go home?