Jamie Palm - Wide Awake Lyrics

Looking back on my life, like where did it go
Late nights hustling after the shows
I gotta keep a 9 to 5 so i can keep on my toes
Memories rushing in my head like wow
I gotta slow time down to the point that it's still
Still feel like i couldn't handle thrill
Trying to get my name out there to handle the bills
I'm trying to figure if your feelings are real
Cause sometimes they only say things to close on the deal
25 years i'm almost over the hill, but i'm so over the wait
Cause i see young kids doing what i should of been doing
Along time ago before i got so much on plate
But i do not regret any one of my steps, cause i believe in fate
And that's the way, it has to be not one thing can changed
That's why i try and keep it same
But i have so much friends over the days
So many beautiful people that turned out to be snakes
So many beautiful women that turned out to be fake
The devil is alive, always testing my faith
I got monsters under my my bed, i'm insecure
That's why i'm always stuck in my head
It took a lot for me to say these things out on a mic
But i need y'all to know how i'm feeling tonight, i got

Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to do
Cause i cant re-write all the things i been through, i got
Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to take
Cause i cannot fall asleep i'm to wide awake
Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to do
Cause i cant re-write all the things i been through, i got
Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to take
Cause i cannot fall asleep i'm to wide awake

Looking back at the old me, all my old ways
All the things that i said id do when i'm this age
25 and i'm still stuck in the same place, trust me i know pain
I mean... You ever just feel crazy
Like popping a pill, and escaping the world
Just to forget that it's real, so i just shoot to the stars
While i got the moon on my heels
I reach straight for the sky
And pull the mother f*cken stars straight outta the night
There's no limits tonight, we get lost in the fire
Then we got lost in hype, i tried to calm myself down
Said "ill be alright", someday's are worst than other days
It's part of this life. I mean look at this life all of these beautiful lights
The city's alive, i can tell by the vibe
So many young people coming up and changing the game
That's why i always kept it real never changing my name
But i'm just a young kid trying to figure it out
There's no telling who i'll be when i discover myself
They say there's no mountain to high, that i can't climb
All that matters is inside my mind, so i keep on trying
No matter how much they shoot me down
Sorry bro not this time, i gotta get back up
Before i lose my mind, but right now
I gotta tell you how i'm feeling tonight

Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to do
Cause i cant re-write all the things i been through, i got
Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to take
Cause i cannot fall asleep i'm to wide awake
Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to do
Cause i cant re-write all the things i been through, i got
Monsters, under my bed
And i cant seem to get them outta my head
I don't know what to take
Cause i cannot fall asleep i'm to wide awake