MISSING HOME Video (MV)

I visit my home
I'm feeling alone
I visit my home
I'm feeling alone
I visit my home
I'm feeling alone
I make my return to find out I'm alone
Everybody got too many names
To see them I don't know what to say
How you doing or how you been
Lost for words I don't know where to begin
I wonder if I should've just stayed
Memories of friends beginning to fade
I know I joined the party too late
It's not that simple to ask them to wait
I'm the one who was leaving the state
Going separate, I was finding my way
Time alone, needed to set myself straight
It's finally time to start making my name
I got a genie, I don't need no 3 wish
There's nothing my God couldn't have fixed
Relationships that I live on and miss
Quarterback like he threw a pick six
Looking back to all my friendships I miss
Come and go like they go down a list
Growing apart, we weren't calling it quits
Moving on, sometimes people just drift
I was feeling so lonely but got people around
The island was small we knew everyone from town
The connection was lost, no data was found
People leave one by one, we couldn't keep count
I visit my home
I'm feeling alone
I visit my home
I'm feeling alone
I visit my home
I'm feeling alone
Visiting home never felt so alone
I'm visiting my home
I'm feeling so alone
I'm visiting my home
I'm feeling so alone
I'm visiting my home
I'm feeling so alone
Nobody's back at home
These thoughts make me feel cold
Jamverse on the beat
Jamverse bouta speak
I was ambitious, I handle my business
I left my hometown, people getting to vicious
The ones I called friends they acting suspicious
They stealing your money was only their interest
I had to leave home, I need a new village
My old one was gone, all my neighbors got pillaged
Being born in America, you can say that I'm privileged
No matter where we from, we still got our own struggles
I've faced it all alone, was never sharing any troubles
Didn't like being vulnerable, I try to stay subtle
I ain't tryna settle, I wanna rise to new levels
Evolve to a boulder when the start is a pebble
Spreading my reach to the plains and the meadow
Defying the odds they calling me a rebel
My flow getting hot, I see the steam from the kettle
Got God on my side, ignore the hate from the devil
Can't please everybody there gonna be haters
Wanna make people happy, have limited favors
Only playing the game, stop hating on players
Life is too dangerous, does life become safer
Being born Asian I had to be clever
Was never that smart, those genes had been severed
I had to get As or my worth didn't matter
Failing every class my parents got sadder
Life moving too quick, the moments get passed
I treasure the present, they call it a gift
It's been a few years, time is moving too fast
Feeling so lonely, the people I miss
We growing apart it's hard to keep track
Nothing eternal, those moments don't last
We use to be friends, let's leave it at that
Back on the island, I only felt trapped