Red Handed Video (MV)

Deep inside my mind I keep the truest lie
How my world don't orbit the sun it's just you inside
Who am I? just a pawn in this chess game
Pushing thru the resistance look at my chest gains, mane
Spiritual growth physical too
Gotta keep mental on the same path too
I love myself nobody asked me
Before I askyour opinion I rather ask Jeeves
Geeze
Please take care of yourself
Even thought I'm not around no more
So I can't make a sound no more
That you would hear on the phone or at home but I know you not alone
I know that keep nigga at all times withchu
I just hope he the nigga that's tryna grind witchu
I realized I wasn't good enough
What's where I f*cked up
But I was too good for you that's where you lucked up
Now you acting stuck up
I feel like I been stuck up
Cause you stole from me
Stole from my heart stole my time from me
But you couldn't steal these rhymes from me

We go through trials so I could never judge
Them tears don't move me I would never budge me
You accused me of women that I would never touch
I caught you red handed that was enough

So what's the difference between me and you
You talk a good one but you don't do what you suppose to do
I am a good son so I don't do you like I should
Like I could, but I'm tryna keep my karma good

And this the only way I know how
Lemme smoke a blunt before I show out
Like roscoe dash if it's for the cash
I delivered you the D like I was door dash
Although I wasn't around any more, sad
Say you care but your way of showing it was trash
So I picked up my baggage hit a Lyft up
I habit I use to have when shit gets tough
And you make yourself harder to love
And to lil hoe phase made you harder to trust
I never cheated from my perspective ain't have a reason
You been acting like cooked food without the seasoning
Mad bland, so I'm rolling up w mad strands
Ima get it on my own like I got mad hands
It's like tunk how I started with a band hand
But as the turns go I ended up with mad plans