Jav - Better Days Lyrics

I think I lost my mind I'm falling far behind
I'm too hard to define I just entered my prime
Old age don't mean you're wise so be advised
I'm tired of constant lies I need a compromise
I can barely harmonize but I make sure my rhymes can fly
I let my pen glide do the talking while my mic slides
There's no where to hide this life is one helluva ride
And I'm here just doing my time

I picked up my pen and wrote down all my sins away I hope
Depends too much to say but I learned how to cope
Tired of being broke time for me to make my own dough
Never been a man for the roads I had way bigger goals
All the stories I've been told about my mommas lil bro
I could never follow him down that same dark road
Most niggas hating should hang it up and tie they own rope
I rise above these niggas and climb to the highest heights
Where the waterfalls where the sun shines
Where the pain stops I'm lying the pain never ends
It gets replaced and the cycle starts over again
That's isn't it ? Who am I to preach ?
Who am I when the lights are on? I see your life is gone
Light flash a gun flash a body drop at the hands
Of a cop now we all got to analyze to understand
To see if he was right or wrong same old song

While I, sit in silence I tend to reflect on betters days
A dreamer at heart yeah what a lovely phrase
From the start you know I ride out so f*ck what they say
I've never been played too smart my part is what I play

While I, sit in silence I tend to reflect on betters days
A dreamer at heart yeah what a lovely phrase
From the start you know I ride out so f*ck what they say
I've never been played too smart my part is what I play

I put my all in these songs with every word I spit
I hope some gone feel it and I wont ever quit
I got messages to say but struggle to express it
I was scared to die until I saw beauty in it
Now I cant wait but Im a leave for a later date
Got a lot on my plate I gotta get this cake
Any nigga in my way we will attend his wake
When my mind and pen combine it caused earthquakes
Nigga said he speaks the truth and that shit is what I am
Shit the only thing you speak me and you have never been fam
What you dont understand as a man you need to stand on
Something or you will die for nothing you small food
No appetite for an appetize this is my part time
Dont mean I dont go all out with each and every line
A kind killa who speaks his mind so that his thoughts can shine
Id rather die than have to satisfy someones pride

While I, sit in silence I tend to reflect on betters days
A dreamer at heart yeah what a lovely phrase
From the start you know I ride out so f*ck what they say
I've never been played too smart my part is what I play

While I, sit in silence I tend to reflect on betters days
A dreamer at heart yeah what a lovely phrase
From the start you know I ride out so f*ck what they say
I've never been played too smart my part is what I play