Curtain Call Video (MV)

Uh, Yeah
Bizzze on the beat
Bizzze on the beat
Bizzze on the beat
Bizzze on the beat
Stay Bizzze on the beat, go

Ladies and Gentleman
I am annoyed to announce to the stage again
Your wack performer for the night
Jay Bizzze

Until I mary
I'm no Madonna but I'm, like a virgin
Reading Spurgeon
Waiting on God till the right one comes emerging
I'll let my soul do the searching
My sinful nature tryna tell me girls will solve my hurting
And the media tells us through comical diversion
Left and right, the media is feeding us perversion
But I choose to be the converting conversion who sparks subversion
Let's get it certain I ain't tryna preach a sermon
I just assert all my lyrics, in strong assertions
This is me world I display all my burdens
Painful stares from the crowd, now I wanna close the curtain

This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall
This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall

This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall
This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, I'm just tryna be me

All my secrets I sweep under rugs
Hoping praying nobody would phase my mug
I slap a smile on my face, while my shoulders shrug
OCDing on anything that wasn't drugs
Rap was my outlet, and I was the plug
Aye for once can somebody please show me love
Cause I'm the rapper, who be dressing dapper
Only cause I saught audience clappers
I lived for the audience clapping
I look to the crowd for my approval
All awhile I looked up to God for my renewal
This world so cruel, ready to duel for any crown jewel
I let my self-consciousness rule
And there was a time I was afraid to rock a stage
Feeling awkward, nervous and just and out of place
Never thought this would ever be my home base
But that kid in the second row is laughing to my face
I'm done okay
Why do I even do this anyway
They just laughing at me they don't feel my pain
They really hate me and they misuse my name
I feel better off dead I feel so ashamed
Even worse I'm getting booed off the stage
I'm feeling faint and I'm seeing in three different ways
I shoulda stayed behind the curtain in the first place
Shoulda went back to from where I first came
But I know this what the Lord set me to begin
I'm always energized like I'm high off of alkaline
Definitely not alcohol
But lyrically I'm painting Andy Warhols, I just go off
Drunk a bottle of Theraflu so I don't cough
Before I hit the stage I gotta brush my shoulders off
I rap and that's what my love does like Bob Goff
This year the Jay Bizzze show
I meant it I didn't scoff

This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall
This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall

This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall
This the curtain call, does it matter at all
I'm just tryna be me, I'm just tryna be me