Jay Evan - Swimming Lyrics

Jumped in the water
I just forgot how to swim
Dancing with demons
I know its all in my head
If I break down
Put all the blame on the stress
Inhaling fumes
Thinking of you

Swung for the fence but I missed it
Night after night I dismissed it
I kept forgetting I need to be swimming
Treading this f*cking water is as equal to sinking
So I killed off the old me
I rolled his body to the bullies
Down the hill like I was bowling
Wrote me off like they don't know me
I don't need em
They don't see the
F*cking cards that I'm holding
If you playin' safe
Then you losing
I doubled down on this shit
Keep it moving
They f*ck with lies
So whats trues always skewed n
Every time I swim
My mind tells me quit moving

Jumped in the water
I just forgot how to swim
Dancing with demons
I know its all in my head
If I break down
Put all the blame on the stress
Inhaling fumes
Thinking of you

Yeah
I stay focused
Through the bullshit
Tunnel vison
Like I'm Kodak
Picture perfect
Lessons learned
It's f*ck the book
The rules I wrote em
Really tried not to crossed some lines
But some bridges burnin'
Writer's block
I cannot find the wording
I've been working hoping
That this shit be worth it
Every day feel the same
Like the records broken
I feel the weight on my shoulders
Start to slip
Now it's do or die
Now it's sink or swim

Jumped in the water
I just forgot how to swim
Dancing with demons
I know its all in my head
If I break down
Put all the blame on the stress
Inhaling fumes
Thinking of you