Traumatized Video (MV)

It's Jay-Piggz you know what it is
This song is for anybody out there that's going through some shit in life
I know it might me be hard now but
It's only gonna get better
I couldn't stand to see that pain in my mama eyes
Too many years in these streets left traumatized
Too many of my niggas went and gone home
So I gotta get it on my own
I'm just tryina find a better way
I promise mama we'll see better days
Until then gotta grind nonstop
Yeah I'm headed to the top for real
I was down bad had to make a change up
I was stressing out had to step my game up
Fighting depression my mama asking questions
I had started second guessing instead of counting the blessings I had
So I hopped out and back in my bag
Got up off my ass and started whipping no crack
Cooking up dope shit nigga no trap
In the studio with my niggas no cap
You know how we do this
Never stepping out the house toolless
I gotta ride strapped with the thang on me
If a nigga run up on me let it bang homie
They shot my nigga Nip I can't get caught slipping
Got this Glock on my hip will leave ya top missing
I promise I'mma go til I stop living
Yelling out Kobe every time I shoot my shot swishing
I couldn't stand to see that pain in my mama eyes
Too many years in these streets left traumatized
Too many of my niggas went and gone home
So I gotta get it on my own
I'm just tryina find a better way
I promise mama we'll see better days
Until then gotta grind nonstop
Yeah I'm headed to the top for real
I been counted out so many times I can't lie
But I can't let that get me down I gotta stay high
I been grinding for so long it's bout damn time
Finally seen some progress I had nearly lost my damn mind
All that pressure was getting to me
Pouring out my heart and they still wouldn't listen to me yeah
I just wanted love and they ain't wanna give it to me
Man it feel like everybody was quitting on me man
But f*ck what them niggas think I ain't tripping on it
Got a cup full of drank and I'm sipping on it
Pour a couple shots to take my pain away
Swimming in my thoughts let 'em drain away
I got a lil buzz now I'm feeling good
I might smoke a lil gas I might hit the wood
I done came a long way from the neighborhood
Show you how to ball harder than you niggas ever could
I couldn't stand to see that pain in my mama eyes
Too many years in these streets left traumatized
Too many of my niggas went and gone home
So I gotta get it on my own
I'm just tryina find a better way
I promise mama we'll see better days
Until then gotta grind nonstop
Yeah I'm headed to the top for real