Jay Savage - Life Or Death Lyrics

Brody sippin' wock, yeah, he trippin' off that ecstasy
And we gon' press up close, we ain't gon' let him breathe
And I know my flow sick like I forgot to sneeze
I miss my brothers, all them times we catchin' robberies
I miss my brothers, now they gone and I can't say goodbye
I know I'm a man, but I ain't really afraid to cry
I used to wake up full of life wishin' that I would die
I'm on the verge of life or death, but I had to pick a side
Cause I don't wanna die and if I was gone, gon' be there when my mama cried?
Been all alone, she on her own, probably thinking bout' homicides
And I'm sorry, Mom, for all them times that I ever lied
I'm sorry, Mom, for all them times that I missed your call
I told you I'ma make it off this rap and we'll forever ball
I remember crazy shit that I did, like stealin' at the mall
But when I make it, you gon' be good, you don't gotta worry at all
Stuck in depression, sad states feel like them doors revolving
My dad was lookin' at my dreams like he ain't want a coffin
Now I think bout all them times that I should've called em'
I give it up, it gets too late, and the reaper caught him
Why the good ones always leave, that's why I got exhausted thinkin'
I gotta be rich forever, cause I had a thought of leaving
I can't be ungrateful bout this life because we fought to see it
Too much on my mind, I never had the balls to speak it
Brody sippin' a Wock, yeah, he trippin' off that ecstasy
And we gon' press up close, we ain't gon' let him breathe
And I know my flow sick, like I forgot to sneeze
I miss my brothers, all them times we catchin' robberies
I miss my brothers, now I can't go in and I can't say goodbye
I know I'm a man, but I ain't really afraid to cry
I used to wake up full of life, wishin' that I would die
I'm on the verge of life or death, but I had to pick a side
Cause I don't wanna die
And if I was gone, who gon' be there to keep my name alive
I'ma put on forever, yeah, I'm a forever strive
Yeah, I miss you dad, I never got to say goodbye