DOUBLE DOWN (feat. Dyllyn) Video (MV)

I been meaning to talk to you
I've been tired of these lies
Always in the mirror saying shit about my disguise
Wanna kill me softly
Lauren hill is one who taught me
Everything is everything
And I've been meaning to mediate
But this mind racing faster everyday
Will I make it or will I fail
My peer are so much more ahead of me
Honestly I'm scared
Telling Marco to be strong
Yeah cause he just made the jump
Hard to tell myself these things whenever I'm just in a slump
Facing consequences lately
All this reckless spending
It's getting harder to maintain
Trynna be sane
While fight insanity
Hope my momma don't find me somewhere cause I've given up
I'm too scared to let go and that shit got me stuck
Feel this way too often
Feel this way too much
Let me go
Let me go
I swear I ain't given up
Let me know
Let me know
Am I enough
Am I enough
Just told my momma I love her
She probably think I'm in trouble
She probably think that I'm down bad
But I'm up on a double
Hope they can't tell that I don't feel the same
These sins of doubtful is my middle name
See I'm trynna change that
Take a step back
Before I relapse
Just because we haven't spoke
Don't mean my passion is killed
It's just my reason for leaving
Is cause you could never healed
See healthy relationships don't mold
They break and rebuild
What you did to my family dawg that shit really killed
My momma stronger than anyone than I've ever met
2 kids scraping by to get shit payed, yeah
That's a different respect
Its a f*ck you out of spite
But my feelings tell me instantly
Pain isn't the burden
It's the fact that you is me
Another fatherless child
That's how it goes now and days
Reasons why these kids is pushing kilos now and days
Reasons why I've been staying consistent
Trynna go get by on a mission
Make everything change in an instant
Can't fall back now
Cause I've been working till the sun is up
This for the ones who don't feel like they just didn't place enough
Gave you my all and you reached out just for another one
And I've been finding my reasons
Tryna live life with some meaning
Just told my momma I love her
She probably think I'm in trouble
She probably think that I'm down bad
But I'm up on a double
Hope they can't tell that I don't feel the same
These sins of doubtful is my middle name
See I'm trynna change that
Take a step back
Before I relapse