I've been so close
Trouble in my heart
Drifting far away from me
I'm right to the start
I'm tryna find a way
I'm tryna find a way
Every time they came, yea
I know they come in waves
All this torture hard to notice
Got me lost I'm like a tourist
I'm so far yea I know this
I'm so far yea I know this
Yea, yea, aye
All these people got me up yea (got me up)
Got me smacked from the backside (from the back)
But my homies help me up (they help me up)
They losing so they come to my side (they call mine)
Look I don't wanna get involved
I don't want the people on me
I just wanna give em love (yea yea yea)
Yea they'll tell you shit don't matter but it f*ckin' does (but it f*ckin' does)
Hard to give em my respect when all they do is talk (yea they talk)
Yea, aye I don't wanna give it up
Holding on tight to my pride
Cuz the devil yea she took it all (yea she took it)
Bullshit me and all
Got me stuck on this rewind shit
The present don't regret at all (got me up)
Aye yea, fooling me you funny
But I bet on it (yea I bet it)
Yea, switching sides on me because you fake as shit (fake as shh)
Aye, want to be a part of you but now you got me split in two
I'm watching everything I wish
I've been so close
Trouble in my heart
Drifting far away from me
I'm right to the start
I'm tryna find a way
I'm tryna find a way
Every time they came, yea
I know they come in waves
All this torture hard to notice
Got me lost I'm like a tourist
I'm so far yea I know this
I'm so far yea I know this
They told me JD why you foolish
Yea, I told them I know why I do this
I'm level headed
But sometimes I can't get out my head
They say it different but the things they say not what I said
Aye, I look at them like what you doing
They pulling on me got me ruined
Yea, the certain things I want too much for them
You broke the scale cuz you way past a ten
Yea, aye she don't agree with me
She tell me different but I tell her she a dime to me
I'm boutta count it
Say it louder
Cuz they don't hear me
Start a riot
Cuz the feelings they too much for me
Yea, gotta tell em stay away from me
Yea, hey think they funny cuz they bother me
Yea, you took a piece but there's a lot of me
Yea, they love the fakes ones but they hate on me
I've been so close
Trouble in my heart
Drifting far away from me
I'm right to the start
I'm tryna find a way
I'm tryna find a way
Every time they came, yea
I know they come in waves
All this torture hard to notice
Got me lost I'm like a tourist
I'm so far yea I know this
I'm so far yea I know this