Jeirilyn - Nothing Matters Lyrics

All alone, empty space
That this drink can replace
Not one smile, not one face
In this cold dark place
Memories fade away
So does love and hate
Emotionless state
Does it matter
On a day like today im gon drink my cares away
And go back to that place where nothing matters
Is it real is it fake does it matter anyway
I'll go back to that place where
That first shot was my demise
I see no end in sight
Living life through blurred eyes
And you don't know why
Spiraling out of control
There no place left for me to go
So I'm pouring up another cup
I'm numbing up, yeah i'm numbing up
Kept it all bottled up inside Hurt for so long that I'm numb inside
No more tears left for me to cry
Why oh why, am i so dead inside
I looked up, reflection staring me
Back in my face, what has become of me
Empty eyes reflect my soul inside
Does it matter
Pains derived from holding it inside
Too much pride to let it come to light
Now its breaking me from inside
And you don't know why
Seems like they've all abandoned me
But this drink wont let me see
That the problem lies in me
Can't see a thing no not a thing
Can't see a thing no not a thing
On a day like today I'm gon drink my cares away
And go back to that place where nothing matters
Is it real is it fake does it matter anyway
I'll go back to that place where nothing matters
On a day like today I'm gon drink my cares away
And go back to that place where nothing matters
Is it real is it fake does it matter anyway
I'll go back to that place where nothing matters