Jenica - alchemy Lyrics

I meant to go the narrow road
Where many had gone before
But twist and turns from what I learned
Carried me to different shores
I meant to find some peace of mind
The answer to forevermore
But still I wait
And contemplate
If I know what I'm looking for
I meant to heal but I concealed
Whatever was weighing me down
But heavy is the silent load
And I wasn't making a sound
I tried to fly now I know why
My feet won't depart from the ground
If I could soar
And go explore
Would I know what I'm looking for
I meant to seek what's meant for me
To know what my soul was made for
A slave to insecurity
I wanted what others had more
I tried to conjour alchemy
Awaiting my heart to transform
A simple task
I just had to ask
Do I know what I'm looking for