Jimmy Stanley - Speculate and Recreate Lyrics

I am a leech and you wanna see what happens when I'm left all alone

I can't find the lyrics to explain what I am feeling
I don't think you understand what you did to me
In the wall there is a hole the result of all the bullshit
You put me through the last year and a half
I will no longer pretend we continue to be friends
I don't want any of it, anymore

What can't I know, what are you afraid of
What if I find out, what if it's made up
What can't I know, what are you afraid of
What if I find out, what if it's made up

It's all going' on way too fast, I don't think we'll ever come back
What's the point of ringing a broken bell
You are now dead to me, how more clearly can I speak
You've already put me through hell
I don't know the good times, I just think of all the fights
It's all the memories I wish to sell
You have killed enough of me, the rest is what I wish to keep
Please please please don't kill

Why won't you tell me anything
I find out on my own what you think
I speculate and recreate it's weak
Why don't you tell me anything

What can't I know, what are you afraid of
What if I find out, what if it's made up
What if we don't, ever get away from
All of these ghosts, that have been chasing
What can't I know, what are you afraid of
What if I find out, what if it's made up
What if we don't, ever get away from
All of these ghosts, that have been chasing