Jjdaking - Feel This Way Lyrics

I never thought ill feel this way
Everything changed swear aint nothing quite the same
So much shit up on my brain
Fightin everyday stay the hell up out my face
I never thought ill feel this way
Everything changed swear aint nothing quite the same
So much shit up on my brain
Fightin everyday stay the hell up out my way
How am i working this hard still asking family for money
They tell me shit gone get betta i feel like god gave up on me
Im in this fight on my lonely bet you wont stop me im hungry
Been tryna change for the betta but im in debt yea foreva
In this life they gone tell ya you need to change but wont help ya
On my own was scary but i grew up in a hurry
You either livin or dying you either in jail or hell
So at the end of the day you live to die in a cell
Cant open up they dont get it and i dont do this for riches
This been my therapy session and im not rushin to heaven
Remember when it was easy well i dont cant you teach me
So many scars from my past so many tears will this last
In this game i do this shit for my people
And they dont ever want to look at us equal
Talk to my demons everynight heres the sad truth
Im not a killa but i swear im so evil
I never thought ill feel this way
Everything changed swear aint nothing quite the same
So much shit up on my brain
Fightin everyday stay the hell up out my face
I never thought ill feel this way
Everything changed swear aint nothing quite the same
So much shit up on my brain
Fightin everyday stay the hell up out my way