Every day i wake up and i hear that i ain't shit
I have these dreams inside my head but have a pill between my lips
My momma never trust me and she says i'll never blow up big
But i'd rather have some dreams then just up and call it quits
And i gotta lotta people that i need to prove wrong
Needa get a lot of plays with every single new song
Fame is such a fantasy and it feels so far away
But i would lose an arm and leg for even just a single taste
Such a low chance yet the voices love to remind me
Only ones that for real believe are me new veins and kylie
My past i'm moving forward but it still stays close behind me
And if i die too young then it really won't surprise me
Deep down i know this more then just another day dream
Hard to love myself when everybody hate me
All these late nights grinding have me really going crazy
Can't describe they way that i've been feeling lately
Deep down i know this more then just another day dream
Hard to love myself when everybody hate me
All these late nights grinding have me really going crazy
Can't describe they way that i've been feeling lately
Mentally at prison there's no easy escape
Gained a lot of pressure for every dollar i've made
Everybody say they know me when i'm walking though the school
But they know me for the music not the shit that i've been through
Prolly know i overdosed and for that i'm a fool
Scared to go outside so i'll just hide out in my room
Can't escape the trouble of every day life
My town is full of darkness and i fail to see the light
Everybody that i know gonna roll me like some dice
Let's blow smoke to the clouds and fade away tonight
My team we like virgins cuz we always keep it tight
Riding for my brothers whether for wrong or for right
Deep down i know this more then just another day dream
Hard to love myself when everybody hate me
All these late nights grinding have me really going crazy
Can't describe they way that i've been feeling lately
Deep down i know this more then just another day dream
Hard to love myself when everybody hate me
All these late nights grinding have me really going crazy
Can't describe they way that i've been feeling lately