Attention Ladies and gentleman
We will now be having self proclaimed hood prophet Jnel Kidd speak to the audience
Take it away
Gotta look to my left and my right can't trust a soul when you living this life
I Could feel all the hate through the messages
I got older I'm changing my preferences
It get colder when I'm chasing excellence Za to the face everyday be my medicine
I feel lost I'm still playing on veteran
Win or loss ima sticc to the regimen
21 years on the earth feeling like 21 reasons to die
People be asking me how are you doing I tell 'em a lie and say that I'm fine
Feel like I'm losing my mind
But said fucc a depression I'm using my time
Bipolar been viewing the signs
Up or down I'm abusing these lines
Sometimes I don't like to live I be thinking bout loggin me out
But nothing ain't stopping me now
Foot in the door Ain't no loccin me out
Lost it at first ima win in the third got me feeling like rocky
Turning L's to a lesson a hobby
Clientele on my cell in the lobby
Gotta look to my left and my right can't trust a soul when you living this life
I Could feel all the hate through the messages
I got older I'm changing my preferences
It get colder when I'm chasing excellence Za to the face everyday be my medicine
I feel lost I'm still playing on veteran
Win or loss ima sticc to the regimen
And I'm spiraling fast know I won't hit the bottom
Ima climb my way out like I'm Bruce
They all hit a u turn whenever it's autumn
Stay where you at give a fucc bout a truce
On my soul I only speak truth
I don't know you lil bro what the fucc did you do
Better tighten it up fore you lose
I lost a few screws i could never move loose
Promise they bitch up
Fake niggas switch up as soon as they come into bread
Know a few Niggas who claim they the oota got one little pole now they everything dead
On my soul I see actors who wock in the head
I'm telling the truth ima stop when I'm dead
How you a demon ain't poppin no lead
I heard bro was a rat gave the drop to the feds
Just be yaself you could look in the mirror and smile when you know you the realest who lived
Took a lil while till I knew I was him
Sad from a child i was viewing so grim
Looking for love they was using the kidd
No more pursuing the Shit
I Gotta move ruthless wit it
Could Never forever be clueless again
Can't keep it a hunnid I keep it a thousand
I was posted in front of the housing
Was begging for fronts now we bringing the pounds in
6 months we'll be looking for houses
Ain't gon lie I been stressing a lot
Feel like people ain't matching the step that I got
They all finna text when I'm hot
All eyes on me know I'm next to the top
Gotta look to my left and my right can't trust a soul when you living this life
I Could feel all the hate through the messages
I got older I'm changing my preferences
It get colder when I'm chasing excellence Za to the face everyday be my medicine
I feel lost I'm still playing on veteran
Win or loss ima sticc to the regimen