JNuñez - Soul Stains Lyrics

I've been needing healing, like my mom say
Baby, you gotta find the Lord, it's the last day
Baby, you gotta save your soul, for it's too late
Receive what God is trying to give you boy you to great
Sorry, mama, it's just a lot that you don't know
Mixed between trying to blow and trying to flip
Another O, shit getting crazy mama,
And it's weighing me down, but in there eyes i'm confident
Standing my feet to the ground, be feeling hopeless
It's like I'm fighting myself, never get caught up in the hype
Too busy fighting myself, you think they notice
I ain't as strong as I look, I know a million ways to make it
But aint trying to get booked, I changed the focus
Cannot be broke, I'm on it the totem pole
Doing everything I never thought was possible
But broken is tragical, I'm coping, it's practical
But I make this hurt look good, it's natural

Go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
These wicked thoughts, they never go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
It's heavy on my mind, just go away

Look i aint perefect I know this, my thoughts just provoking
Me from acting all kind of ways like pistol totein
Me from looking all kind of ways like really scoping
All around the whole damn room, but I ain't nervous
I stood though my choices, the outcome was poison
Crowding in and out of my head, I'm hearing voices
Homies in and out of the feds, they feeling soulless
Saying that they wish they were dead, this life is pointless
I feel you, homie, at times I even relate
A lot of shit be feeling fake and pray that God take me away
But we ain't finished, homie, there's still a lot of life to live
Know you stressing on your bid, but we all way too young to quit
You see these soul stains, be hurting, these demons, we birthing
Got us up at all kind of days, like really purging
Got us thinking that we insane and really worthless
But mama told me, God really with us, I know he working

Go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
These wicked thoughts, they never go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
It's heavy on my mind, just go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
These wicked thoughts, they never go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
It's heavy on my mind, just go away, hmm, hmm, hmm
Hmm, hmm, hmm