Washed Up Video (MV)

Just now getting my feet wet
I'm tryna bring something to the people that they ain't seen yet
Another white kid who thinks he can rap
That's ok, you can feel that way, I'll be writing while you take naps
Sunglasses for my future
Damn I wish that I could get there sooner
Damn sometimes I wish my voice was cooler
I wanna be hot shit, but lately I've been feeling like I'm washed up
I've been feeling like I'm washed up
Which is funny cuz I've barely even started here I am waiting for my department
Like what's in store, could I actually make money
Could I really get the cream like blue bunny
Rocky roads don't expect a smooth route
Do I need to chase the clout cuz I'm really not about that
I'm all for self promotion, but I don't feel a need to cause commotion
To get my name out, not rolling a lame crowd
Drinking a dangerous combination of shame and doubt (How much you got)
Let's put it this way, 60 years from now I'll worry about running out

Till then could I get another glass, please
Thank you
Oh right, i was rapping

Got a lil distracted, sometime ideas go through my mind like 5PM traffic, a little stuck
I could go back and try to write the high way
Pull out the pipe and smoke up in the driveway
Cuz ever since I stopped the music hasn't felt the same
Maybe that's a good thing
Either I'm on fire and my flow is cold, or song i started yesterday starts to feel old
Between excitement and angst
Perfection and waste
Perception, figuring out acceptance and change
What I know can be fixed cuz I'm sick of the same
Sick of the blame even if I am the problem
I could spend my whole life, I'd never get to all them
Focus on what I control, make it my daily habit
See a star and grab it, what would they see if they were watching us
Little speck of dust feeling down on my luck
Curious, worrying am I really washed up (Am I really washed up, am I really washed up)
And does it even matter

I've been feeling like I'm washed up
I've been feeling like I'm, feeling like I'm...