Jody Casanovaa - Played Me Lyrics

Writing letters to myself I can't cope the pain
I got lost in all the chaos now I'm feeling drained
Bitch I really thought You loved me but that love was fake
Got in touch with all my demons I don't feel the same

Now I'm a scrollin thru my IG
Lookin for somebody when I should just let them find me
You ain't really love me like You said cause bitch you tried me
Now it's f*ck love my emotions put behind me
Truth be told I'm glad you got exposed perfect timing

Can't believe it happened how it did but I'm glad
Focused on my self I'm finna get back in my bag
Hope You know You lookin stupid and you went out bad
Finna charge it to the game and leave yo Hoe ass in da past
I was blind to reality
F*ck anyone who doubted me
The same ones talkin down on me
Keep checkin on my salary
I'm eating up the losses
Cuttin off Who was foul to me
Get so much money til my pockets fat as calories

Bitch I'm bout to blow up
Lookin at yo pictures swea to god Im finna throw up
Really played my self wit a broken ass controllaa
Perkys ease the pain started droppin them in sodas
Bitch I cant believe it hoe you really crossed the line
I can only blame myself ignoring all the signs
Got me feeling so confused
How tf was I so blind
Took advantage of my weakness til your darkness came to light
Now I'm knowin you for everybody after what you did
I can imagine what you said about me
Came back wit some hickies I got bitches want you dead about me
I can see you dying murder 1 wit the feds around me
Talkin bout my daughter drop a bag and give yo head a bounty
Talkin bout some suicide
Filled up wit assumption Kept on thinkin all I do is lie
Nothin turn to something she was really tryna take her life
Tell me how a woman like yourself would wanna f*ckin die
Put ya pride way to the side pulled up
Really thought you died Then I seen them razor cuts
Thinkin to myself
I can't do it this too much
Tell me is it love or baby is it really lust

You so full of spite and you act just like yo dad and
I know that make you angry cause he hurt you in the past
Bitch I put you first why tf you put me last
I was chasin after love
I was movin way too fast

Fake accounts u was stalking me
Like why tf you watchin me
Only time I ever caught a nut was when You toppin me
Why tf you faker than the money in monopoly
I gave yo ass my all and pussy all you had to offer me

Ain't no lookin back now
War inside my head
I know my heart ain finna back down
Leavin me on read I caught you cheating bitch you capped out
You ain even tell me everything about your background
Couldn't take you no where when you mad you like to act out

Used to make her tap out
Swallow all my cum right before I beat her back out
Kissin on junkie got me thinkin you do crack now
Ain't no turnin back
You prolly got that pack now
Yea yea yea yea
Bitch