Joevon - Pretending I Hate You Lyrics

First you cane
Now you go
Why you love me
I don't know
Why we buy all these chains just for show
So I can hide all my pain when I blow

I get tired of pretending I hate you
I get tired of pretending I hate you

We should be closer
We should be closer
We should be closer
We should be closer

Oo pretending I hate you

I'm all alone you put me out and now I live on my own
Pick up the phone
Uh
You feel like home

Just lemme inside again
I'm ready to swallow my pride again
I'm losing my mind again I really just want you to ride again

It's driving me crazy
I feel like I'm missing my baby
I know when I took you to my house you showed me you act like a lady

I know you was loving me on that couch I feel like you feeling me maybe
And now I just sit here like I hate you baby it's making me hate me
Uh

But first you cane
Now you go
Why you love me
I don't know
Why I buy all these chains just for show
So I can hide all my pain when I blow

I get tired of pretending I hate you
I get tired of pretending I hate you

We should be closer
We should be closer
We should be closer
We should be closer

Oo pretending I hate you

Pretending I hate you
I don't know how you got me here
I'm on my knees
Baby you gon bring me uh

I don't know where you've been I'm looking for you all these years
It's crazy you make my heart stop but you still grind my gears

I'm terrified of tears
I threw out all my fears
I can even listen to none of this your voice is all I hear

These thoughts be clouding on my head I take a ride to clear
Know you ain't mean to break my heart so I still hold you dear

You make you miss you hy the day I miss you by the minute
I miss you by the hour baby feel like I'm still in it

I took a year away from you I feel like I'm addicted
Cause I still want you baby
It's just the life I'm living

I get tired of pretending I hate you
I get tired of pretending I hate you

We should be closer
We should be closer
We should be closer
We should be closer

Oo pretending I hate you