John Gar - IN HIS HANDS (feat. Kidd Lee) Lyrics

I couldn't do it on my own strength
I remember when I used to try
I remember I was running around taking scary risks
I know I could of died it's a true surprise
I felt dead inside but still rapped like I was at my best
That's no cap no lies through depressing nights he was still my high and my rest
Sleep paralysis it's my analysis
I couldn't have left it without him uh
Could never do this on my own
I know my attitude can get sour
But he's still working still fixing me
He could of spit me out like I was Listerine
When I was lukewarm I wasn't listening
'Cause I was looking out for what was in for me
What was meant for me will make history
The way I'm touching lives Jesus lives in me
He makes the hits for me I know he spits for me
And he ain't have to do it but he shifted me
My own strength could never hold me up
He trust me and I blow it up
Gave me the manual I tore it up
I can never switch to pourin' up
I got too much to look for
When I'm looking back he reminds to look forward
I got too much to live for
Can't take my life I ignore
The suicidal nights the suicidal thoughts
Feel like it's fight or flight
And God never lost
I remember when before Christ
I was living like didn't know better
Now I have him wrapped around my arms
Like a warm sweater in cold weather
Back then using medicine
Just to numb the pain drown in the pleasure
These days I rely on God
When I'm off the wall feeling heavy pressure
I could count so many moments
I stumbled fell down on my face
Bounced back only cause God
Showed me mercy love and his grace
Growing up wasn't easy
Neither family picture was a bit out of frame
Ever since I found Christ
Life changed no Drake nothing was the same
Now I'm saved got a new family
Body of Christ my new folk
Feeding my soul with the word of yah
Spirit eating good getting straight bulk
Armor of God I'm stepping with
Never caught lacking covered head to toe
I'm anointed boy get my strength from God
I ain't never green but I'm like hulk
Praise Yah hallelujah to the most high
Even if I'm really down bad
Still put it all in God's hands
David Cruz passing state to state
Walking blind moving by faith
That's exactly how I operate
Trust in God rely on his strength
Every day
You ought to turn to your neighbor and say
Neighbor I put it all in his hands