Why does it feel like ive been left here all alone
Searching for your soul sitting on this god damned throne
Never forget you but did you forget me?
Cause I'm still here waiting for you to come back you see
I never fully accepted that you were gone
I never let you go I could never move on
Your apart of me and I still needed you
My heart it bleeds I still needed you
I never said goodbye I should've never played that show
I should have stopped at the hospital but now I can't go
I never said goodbye I should have been a better son
Now I can't see you and all I wanna do is run
I wish I could hug you
I would never let go
I really f*cking miss you
I would never let go
I f*cking miss you
I would never let go
I wish I could hug you
I would never let go
It's been like 9 years and I still can't believe
That I'm wondering this earth without your lead
I need that push I need your streignth
I need someone real amongst a sea of fake
But I do my best to keep these feelings at bay
Ripped a hole in my chest I don't even wanna stay
I try to be strong for Chris and John
But it's so hard so I dig it deep in a song
I never said goodbye I should've never played that show
I should have stopped at the hospital but now I can't go
I never said goodbye I should have been a better son
Now I can't see you and all I wanna do is run
I wish I could hug you
I would never let go
I really f*cking miss you
I would never let go
I f*cking miss you
I would never let go
I wish I could hug you
I would never let go