Johnny M. - Sad and Cold Lyrics

Yeah
Yeah, aye
Lately my life
Been gloomy, I'm trying to find light
Been trying to get right
All the things that been crossing my mind
I look at the sky
And I think of you I cannot lie
The moments recite
It's a loop hole
I wanna survive
Remembering back when
I was losing myself always asking
Always had an excuse but it's acting
I went out of my way caught you lacking
The math wasn't mathing
I put two and two ain't talking fractions
Your deceiving looks always attracting
Why you thought I would never go catch it
I wish I wasn't
Sad and cold
I wish I wasn't
Sad and
I wish I wasn't
Sad and cold
I wish I wasn't
Yeah, aye
Day by day
I'm still moving
Yeah still getting paid
Counting blessings for the times I prayed
Thank to god for my life he saved
On to a new place
Not quite there but I'm on my way
Things changed time to relocate
Never gave up on my hope and faith
Too many witnesses
You a bully you came and said give me this
Started pushing abusing your privileges
Even went and took me off your syllabus
You proved to be wickedness
Caught off guard and hit harder than timberlands
While no matter what I proved my innocence
Think it's time I start burning your images
You were timid how you turned bold
And soft hearted how it turned cold
Drained my energy, became enemies now I trust no one but me
I put all and you put none for me
You don't care on what you did to me
Faced the real you wasn't it for me
Dead roses that's it for me
Things happen for reasons
Only way out was treason
No more wounds open bleeding
I'm finally breathing
We don't gotta be even
Made it passed all the seasons
You gotta believe it
There's finally freedom
I wish I wasn't
I wish I wasn't
I wish I wasn't