[ Featuring Dirtee Deegs ]
I can hear the darkness calling me
I'm not scared of why it wants me
I can't see, but I keep crawling
This will show me how to be free
Close your eyes, place yourself inside
A barren wasteland, covered in snow
Stretching a thousand miles, flat from coast to coast
Hard to stay on the ground, when the frost is biting your toes
Stagnant in this merry-go-round, I'm a toxic gyroscope
My downfall is hurdling towards me, I'm a magnet for detest
It's mind-boggling you don't notice these white noises like the static on cassettes
Fuzzy like my brain activity, there's no clarity
Cataract on my third eye, that shit's embarrassing
Crash into calamity, that's no rarity
Gotta act like I'm alright, that's just insanity
Every waking minute, I've been spending lately, looking for the Halcyon
I've been speaking Yiddish to my Safta in my dreams again
Trying to decipher the location of the plane she's in
It's a losing battle but don't tell me her time came and went
That don't really matter cause I know she has my happiness
Maybe I should take a visit to the Synagogue
Ask the Rabbi why my blessings always come in camouflage
I don't even worship but there's fallen angels in my blood
Gifted with the talent of a thousand ghosts from Babylon
Yeah, I could ramble on and on
About the shit I'm going through
That's just old news
You don't wanna hear the struggles of a
