What are we left with
A song for a fairytale
Sinking sensations veiled
By warm myths years ago
Hours stretch into infinity
Left my soul in sanguinity
In your sleepy haze, life falls apart
In this state, your soul meets your heart
Hold your breath, hold your breath
For now I know that you aren't real
I'm all alone, awakened in sweat
Forgotten my name in fear of my threat
Give me a sign, not patterns and lights
I've fallen so far from sobering heights
I'm so sick of all of this
And I feel free in this darkened bliss
Drown it all in lust and vice, there is no fear
And when I fall into the arms of astral dreams
I know you'll cheer
I have tried and tried to find my way through haze
Through dust and wasteful days
But, this is farewell
Here it comes for me now
Hypocrites, desolate, you're all fake
Why can't you see
Faith - without it, there is no fear
And fear without a faith
Will bring you and I closer
What will I be in the end
With all this pain to amend
Please, what is it like
Feeling but nothing in those astral dreams
March on time, March on time
With or without me, with or without you
And the world slows, and my silence grows
Circled by lights and still walls
They know I tried to run
And they've come back for me
They say I'm safe, I'm OK
But I know that I've lost my mind
I'm not who you see
Mind and body ripped to pieces
I've gone too far, this thought never ceases
There are lights and there are gardens
But no signs of life
Mental tectonics
I'm moving... you're shifting
I'm all that's left in my life
This is it - suffering all of the misery
Destiny was not so far now, now I see this is what I should be
Once alive - coveting pleasures and seeking some measure
To rapture the flesh and to service the Self as a God
Death and destruction begets but more pain, so defy it with me
For this life is of pleasure, I'll seize my desire and become the liar
Cast away fear and despair through lust and great pyre
This temple shall crumble before I greet fire
Vice and lust becomes my will
When this faith is tattered and destroyed
Hold my hand, running to the void
Without cause, I'll rend my will and
Take what's mine
I know this is all I am
Too far, so far
Their pain's my pain
My soul's reborn now
Now I know
Through decadent righteousness we seek to impose upon the Earth
A set of circular ideals brandishing newer and newer masks
Wiping away all semblance of ignominy and with impunity
Your joy is my joy, for your pain is my pain
Life consume me now, for
Your Joy is my Joy
And your Pain is my Pain and
Your Love is my Love
We are one, fractalized
As I'm alone, the waves crashing on me
It's all a game, to what degree
Don't cry for me, this is what I'll be
Dust in the sea
This vessel will fade in time, I know
But I'll hold you close in my afterglow
It's all a game, so pure
With this truth, my opalescent soul
Show them love
Show them life
Show them life and love