Jon's - ATD Lyrics

What am I worth
Got house and car
And I'm still cursed
Craving rebirth
When I'm too far gone
And I won't learn
I always smoke until my throat burns
Every step I take I know I'm never gonna return
It's like I speak before I see first
And overthink the reason why I'm always going deeper
Now I can't fall asleep again
Its only nightmares in my head
Waiting for another hourglass to turn
I'm in the red
Hope you never forget
You chose this when you left my bed
Its analogous to death
Its analogous to death
Wanted you to notice me
Taking it for granted
Who I used to be
I couldn't take your energy
It's molding me
You disagree
I'll drop a little LSD
Wouldn't wanna trust
What you think you see
I know
Don't need a guarantee
Just anything to help me breathe again
I wouldn't do this on the next run
If I get it imma take it I'm to high strung
I couldn't taste it it off of your tongue
Maybe if I let this shit consume me
I'll have more fun
Now I can't fall asleep again
Its only nightmares in my head
Waiting for another hourglass to turn
I'm in the red
Hope you never forget
You chose this when you left my bed
Its analogous to death
Its analogous to death
It means the way
This current of energy is passed
From one person to another
Is through the voice
You know our voice is sound waves
Is it the words
That have the energy
Or is it the energy
Coming out of the person
Saying the words
It's a combination of both