Jonthedon - Ghost Lyrics

I've been down so many times
Tryna come up with a different scheme
Overcoming everything I'm facing was the hardest shit that I've ever seen

Everyone looking out for their's
So I couldn't trust'em to have my best interest
Faded on them like a transition from a slideshow looking like Pinterest

Heavy heart walking light with it
Balling on them like the big ticket
Raunchy bitches getting too wicked
If you ain't throating then don't lick it

Major struggles I'm gon' switch it
Turning misfortune to something exquisite
I'm a run it like Forrest Gump, you Lieutenant Dan cause we can't kick it

Had to settle into a different vibe
We just rolling on them like the crimson tide
Hustle hustle just getting by
I'm trying to live a little and not just survive

We used to kick it till I realized
That they're shady with me and they ain't my guys
Appreciate me one of a kind
I should've always been what you epitomized

Gave them chances can't sympathize
Ain't feeling with'em won't empathize
Self-doubt just creeping in but I couldn't let that be my big demise

Cooked up the come up like some checker fries
Tryna figure out how I could monetize
Too many of them did me dirty so
I'm sitting lowly just traumatized

PTSD with the shady vibes
And these bitches hype shit overdramatized
Too much going on gotta tough it through
So I gotta compartmentalize

Said we hold it down can't not hold my end
Now she sitting feeling mortified
They just fitting in I'm on to bigger things
I'm just a figure that's gon' polarize

Sipping Henny till a nigga leaning
And it leave me feeling hella sterilized
I can't take the eddies that'll leave me stuck
And now she sitting feeling paralyzed

We was coming up I had support from few
So our success isn't sharing size
Niggas talk about what they won't really do
So I'm chilling cause I dare them guys

I can't hang with whoever do the most
My vibe gon' press them I don't even gotta boast
Big bread stacking tryna get it by the loaf
If you come between that heater turn you into toast

For the funny business heckler gonna have to roast
That's the repercussion if you take me as a joke
They sick of the hustle I'm just looking at the gross
I can't be pressed with what a hater nigga post

They was sleeping on me now they Farrakhan woke
Working through the pain cause I don't know how to cope
Pussy grip tighter than a tug of war rope
Leave a big stepper cripped and I ain't talking locs

Can't not find your way then let me drive the boat
Picture me up like Kodak on the Forbes
Heart getting colder need a Montclair coat
Get it by the bunch honey I don't need the oats

Waterpark I'm sliding on them
Six flags she riding on it
Shake them up like them plates tectonic
Spitting sicker than the plague bubonic

Randy Orton pose cause I feel iconic
Know these haters love it and that's too ironic
Major come up cause you know I'm on it
Smoke them out like we lighting chronic

Not for nothing but you know I'm locked in
Red Bull and Henny is the main concoction
She sold her soul like she at an auction
So I'm passing on her like my name John Stockton

I'm the batman couldn't find a robin
Cause I'm dolo working that's my only option
Got the just in case if a nigga plotting
And these shell casing gonna leave him throbbing like yeah