Jordan Alexander - Smoking on It Lyrics

Look in the mirror at my reflection, tryna find out the lesson
Why'd it happen to me? I was passionate please, but you still had to leave
What was it even for? Maybe it's true I loved you more
But we were never meant to be, to live happily end pleasantly
Instead we end up broken hearted, puff the blunt, man I'm smoking on it
Yeah, smoking on it

Drown away all of the pain, as I'm standing in the rain
And it's pouring on me, now I'm in sky soaring lonely
At the time I wasn't believing it, but then I realized the pain i needed it, I was seeing it
Man I rose from the ashes, as light was flashing
It was my face, thought I lost the race, then I turned page
Went circles, going in rotation, then I found my motivation
Back up on my feet again, feel like I can breathe again
I know I can make it, through everything I been facing through
But I look back and i reminisce, and it starts setting in
Everything we made, what can I say, but I knew had to pay, it would come one day
But it don't matter, my heart was shattered, blood was splattered
You better off without me, as painful as it's sounding
Gotta take that step understand what's next, I ain't gonna rest
Memories keep coming, I'm sick of f*cking running
The past keeps haunting, there's a river and I can't cross it
Its like I'm drowning, pulling me under, everything torn asunder

Look in the mirror at my reflection, tryna find out the lesson
Why'd it happen to me? I was passionate please, but you still had to leave
What was it even for? Maybe it's true I loved you more
But we were never meant to be, to live happily end pleasantly
Instead we end up broken hearted, puff the blunt, man I'm smoking on it
Yeah, smoking on it

Now I'm going through a pound a day just tryna make it through the pain
You wrote me notes, held me close through my highs and lows
Helped lift me up, never tripped me up, ripped me off
That's when everything changed and I got
Pushed back in my cage
Then you left me, that was testing, but I found the best me
And I found my way to God, I was lost, now I got a cause
Came that fateful night, ended it sent me to the light
But if it ain't right, I'll be wrong, you ain't gotta stay you can leave at dawn
One more time like we used to, or is this the road that you choose to?
Looking back at all the happiness, how did I risk crashing this?
I was toxic, man I lost it, late nights in my bed just tossing
All our fading memories, feels like I'm losing centuries
Guess I'll close this chapter, and pick up the pieces shattered

Look in the mirror at my reflection, tryna find out the lesson
Why'd it happen to me? I was passionate please, but you still had to leave
What was it even for? Maybe it's true I loved you more
But we were never meant to be, to live happily end pleasantly
Instead we end up broken hearted, puff the blunt, man I'm smoking on it
Yeah, smoking on it