Jordan Spence - Me Lyrics

The colour in anything
Drains from the eyes
Debates crossing boundaries
Are not contextualized

You ask them what's real
They say to have a heart
When all that you feel
Is that you've lost all that you are

You wanted to believe
But then it's all you ever see
You want to fall in love
But the taste is a disease

I want to be better
I want to be happy
I want to be better
Is that what you're asking?
I want to see clearer
I want to find peace
I don't want to sleep
I want rest, i want to bleed

I cannot go home even when I'm locked inside
I want to feel something
I want to find some time
I want to find some time
I want to be alright

I want to be better
I want to be happy
I want to be better
Is that what you're asking?
I want to be better
I want to be happy
I want to be alright

But i just can't let Me