Josua Natanael - nthn2u Lyrics

(it's called tokiyo)

I feel so numb
And i feel so dumb
Look straight in me
Tell me what you see in these eyes
If you see a prize let's cut ties
You know what they say
It's not wise to tell a lie
All my loves turning hollow

Oh why'd you lie to me?
Like I'm a nobody
Lost my mind couldn't sleep
Wished you'd tell me what's on your mind
But it's okay, i think..?
I just would like to leave
Threw away like it's nothing
I know shit's never works out in the end

Well i lied
Thought this was working just fine
I don't get how you can leave me
So easy like I'm nothing to you
So i tried to be like you
Act like you meant nothing too
Yeah it's so hard and i keep overthinking you saying
"F*ck you, I don't like you, i hate you"
"Found me another guy, a better you"
And i thought I'm nothing to you
Just a fool
I lost my cool
Act like a fool

I feel so numb
And i feel so dumb
Look straight in me
Tell me what you see in these eyes
If you see a prize let's cut ties
You know what they say
It's not wise to tell a lie
All my loves turning hollow

Oh why'd you lie to me?
Like I'm a nobody
Lost my mind couldn't sleep
Wished you'd tell me what's on your mind
But it's okay, i think..?
I just would like to leave
Threw away like it's nothing
I know shit's never works out in-

Oh why'd you lie to me?
Like I'm a nobody
Lost my mind couldn't sleep
Wished you'd tell me what's on your mind
But it's okay, i think..?
I just would like to leave
Threw away like it's nothing
I know shit's never works out in the end

(this feeling, what is it called?)