Jowdy - Lately Lyrics

Lately I've been on the low, yeah
Can't seem to fight it I'm ready to explode, yeah
Naturally I feel the pain just release
Endorphins kicking in but my happiness cease to exist
Mentally not built for this shit, yeah

I never thought that I
Could be so disconnected
Wide open I keep my eyes
Cause it looks like I ain't notice
Everything falling
God must be calling
I'm suffocating in my own thoughts man I lost it
Suicide lingering around my coffin
I ain't dig whole for me to get tossed in
I wish I wasn't here
I wish I meant that
The only thing that got me here is my music tracks
They let me know I'm on this earth for a reason
Cause money don't do shit but breed the greed and the treason
I can't believe the people hating on the come up though
I gotta learn that those haters always come and go
Forever and ever the greatest to ever sever
These letters sped up with smallest set up bet they'll never catch us

Lately I've been on the low, yeah
Can't seem to fight it I'm ready to explode, yeah
Naturally I feel the pain just release
Endorphins kicking in but my happiness cease to exist
Mentally not built for this shit, yeah

Lately I've been thinking in the dark
My life's about to cascade I want to end it all
How can I love with no heart
How can I love with no heart

(How can I love with no heart)
(How can I love with no heart)
(How can I love with no heart)
(How can I love with no heart)

Lately I've been on the low, yeah
Can't seem to fight it I'm ready to explode, yeah
Naturally I feel the pain just release
Endorphins kicking in but my happiness cease to exist
Mentally not built for this shit, yeah