aphelion (the farthest i've ever been from you) (feat. Seairy) Video (MV)

I could lie and tell you you're the one that's meant for me
Not a sadder feeling in my heart
It stops its beat when I see you
When I see you, when I see you
Ooh, when I see you
You
When I see you
When I see you
Stuck inside, nobody helps
This pain in my body swells
Take my pills facedown in the water
Drowning my voice, hope to get it back tomorrow
I don't talk, I don't speak, I don't see, her
Go on a walk, I'm gonna need a lil' breather
Fever dream, spit with the team
We off the bleachers
Whole new scene, scrap everything
We are the pleasers
Stuck inside, nobody helps
This pain in my body swells
Take my pills facedown in the water
Drowning my voice, hope to get it back tomorrow
4,547 miles
I pack my bag, I catch a flight
And escape my place for a while
But no matter where I am
I hear the cries of my inner child
Drown it out in front of a crowd
With adrenaline, slick-style
Wanna cheer
Wanna smile
Wanna stay calm
But it's hard when you're so many miles away
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
Let me stay strong
While we're here, we're gon' show 'em what we came here to say
Even if everything doesn't go to plan
We are just here to do the best that we can
Oh, when the sun shines through the trees, then it meant
That I will probably never see you again
It's okay, it's okay, when someday that I'll find
A moment to repaint this picture to my heart
It awaits, it awaits, 'til the day that I find
There's a way, there's a way to cross the paths that we take
Stuck inside, nobody helps
This pain in my body swells
Take my pills facedown in the water
Drowning my voice, hope to get it back tomorrow
Always on the road, going coast to coast, yuh
Always on my toes, always on my phone, yuh
But I don't wanna post, I don't wanna pose, yuh
Living in this moment
Life's a movie, not a show
Stuck inside, nobody helps
This pain in my body swells
Take my pills facedown in the water
Drowning my voice, hope to get it back tomorrow
Northern winds feel good in my eyes
Skin feel hot, sun beaming inside
Why you chasing a hell of a life
I'm good just pointing to the sky
Imma touch the sky, yeah
Tell me what I miss
Imma catch a star, yeah
Tell me what I miss
Imma touch the sky, yeah
Tell me what I miss
Imma catch a star, yeah
Tell me what I miss
I'm not letting go
I'm not letting go
I'm not letting go
I can't let go
I'm not letting go
I'm not letting go
I'm not letting go
I can't let go
I could lie and tell you you're the one that's meant for me
You're the one that's meant for me
Not a sadder feeling in my heart
It stops its beat-
It stops its beat when I see you
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
Wanna cheer
Wanna smile
Wanna stay calm
But it's hard when you're so many miles away
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
Let me stay strong
While we're here, we're gon' show 'em what we came here to say
What we came here to say
What we came here to say
What we came here to say
I'm gonna have to be brave
What we came here to say
What we came here to say
What we came here to say
Peace