If I could try I wouldn't,
Nobody is holding me back,
If I could lie I'd do it,
But I'm a hollow shell of a man.
It's out there,
The atmosphere keeps dragging me down,
The nightmares,
Always find a way back around.
I've been,
A little bit down,
And I've been,
A little bit down and out.
Alice said I'd be it,
She sick of my shit sticking around,
Paige said I could be it,
If I only could just figure it out.
I didn't know what I was gonna say yesterday,
I don't even know where to go,
And I've been chasing dreams trying to find another way,
But I won't.