Juan Oliveira - Another Life Lyrics

Today, when I woke up
I realized that the time is rushing fast
Everyday is the same thing
And again, and one more time
This freaking routine is destroying me
Making what I don`t want to be
I`m always the same and my life isn`t interesting
Because, I`ll tell you why

I don`t have much friends, less than ten
And I just see them once in a while
Nobody to talk, to share my likes
And have fun and joy
To listen to the same songs
Metal and rock that I enjoy

I am a very shy, ugly and weird guy
That nobody gives attention
I`m always hush and thinking how would be
My life with more emotion

Every time I see pretty girls around me
But I can`t make anything
Cause these beautiful girls are too perfect
And I don`t know how to become an master

I don`t pretend that I have a girlfriend
Cause it`s the biggest thing that I want
This would make me happy, but it`s only a dream
And almost impossible to come true

I stay twenty-four hours per day
Living my another life
Everything that I can, but only on my brain
With all the things that I ever wanted

This life is much better than my real one
But I can`t change, would be amazing if I`ve done
That`s the truth, I`m sad but I`ll not give up
I pretend that everything is good
But I know that it`s not true

I just wanna hug a girl, and kiss on the cheek
I don`t remember the last time that I`ve made this with a chick
That beautiful blonde green-eyed on my side
Would be perfect for me
But she don`t want to be, and I know that she doesn`t likes me

But I will not cry, `cause I know that I`m strong inside
I`ll not become insane if everything is the same,
And I don`t want suicide
Nevertheless I carry on, with this loneliness forever
Waiting the time when I never more will stay alone

And I`ll live my life, and a day, I`ll have a wife
Until there I`m dreaming, baby, where are you?
My beautiful love