Derealization Video (MV)

Paying more attention to the world around me
And how It makes me feel
The more I do
The less I feel real
My therapist says it's a phase
I'm dazed
Haven't slept in days
Four assignments due tomorrow
Gonna get em all done in a month or so
Spent the last few days
Staring at the sealing
Letting time go
Is it in my head
Am I dead yet
Probably say I'm not
But it sure feels like it
Sometimes wish the world would swallow me hole
Maybe then I wouldn't feel alone
Maybe I'd be better off that way
All my problems would float away
My anxiety
Has a hold on me
And I never seem
To say the right thing
Is it in my head
Am I dead yet
Probably say I'm not
But it sure feels like it
Spend way to much time in my head
But right now it feels more like a prison
All I really need are the context clues
To stay semi on track
Enough to let my mind lose
Is it in my head
Am I dead yet
Probably say I'm not
But it sure feels like it