Excstasy sobers me Video (MV)

You had me higher than an addict on your love
But iv'e been sober since you cut off and disposed of
My one and only drug
Oh my love
Iv'e done everything I could think to numb my pain
But find that no drug could ever bring the same feeling
In the realm of substances iv'e roamed
None compare to the love I once owned
Your laughter drew me in more than gravitates embrace
And your silence leaves me suffering in solitude
Lost in empty space
Withdrawals weigh heavy like chains on my soul
In the ruins of my heart I search for parole
Like a junkie yearning for your familiar touch
Not even ecstasy can match that high I miss so much
Dancing with bottles pipes and pills
Seeking solace for the void your absence instills
Yet no chemical concoction or artificial thrill
Could resurrect the hedonism your love fulfilled
In the embers of your touch grew a fever I could not break
Yet in withdraws icy fingers my heart begins to quake
Stardust painted stories reflected in your eyes
Now the stars are witnesses
To a love that slowly dies
Your name my mantra
My prayer to the moon
In this lonesome wilderness
I howl your tune
An insatiable craving
For the same sweet escape
But your absence a detox
And journey through heart ache
Your love a narcotic
Left me strung out and bare
In this withdrawal symphony my soul sings of despair
Our love a wreck less tempest
A hurricanes caress
Now I'm standing in the wreckage of a love I can't suppress
Yearning for my lovers unrequited caress