More Than a Body Video (MV)

Morning, another argument
You'll apologize for something that you did
I was tied in the chains
While you're making your biggest mistake
Did you not have the capacity
To truly handle me
Was it easier to replace
The memories we made
Your guard is up and you pass me like a stranger
But I've memorized all of your behaviors
One look in your eye
Were you ever sober
Was it too much to ask
I just needed closure

So take my hand
And promise me you understand
I should've listened to the voices saying run while you still can
All my words you dismissed
But I still reminisce it
I just wanted to be more than a body on a list

Hardest pill to swallow
You act like it's a joke
I'm snapping rubber bands to my wrist
While you're out blowing smoke
Wear my nicest clothes but you won't compliment me
I could only catch your eye if I wasn't wearing any
I understand you thought everything was evident
But when you think of me, did you just think convinient
How could I be so naive
Baby can you hear me scream

Just let me go
I don't even wanna know
What happened that night you said you loved me
I can't breathe
Silent screams
All I ever wanted was to be more than a body

I don't even wanna know, just let me go please
Everything's behind me, I'm running from the memories
I'm still trying to decifer what you meant
You made the choice faster than your eyes turning red
Tired of missing out just because you made me scared
Burst like shattered glass too late to repair
Imperfect shredded paper gluing all of my tears
You took my broken pieces and built the crown you wear

I don't even wanna know, just let me go please (Take my hand)
Everything's behind me, I'm running from the memories (Promise me you understand)
I'm still trying to decifer what you meant
You made the choice faster than your eyes turning red (I should've listened to the voices saying run while you still can)
Tired of missing out just because you made me scared (I can't breathe)
Burst like shattered glass too late to repair (Silent screams)
Imperfect shredded paper gluing all of my tears
You took my broken pieces and built the crown you wear (All I ever wanted was to be more than a body)
All I ever wanted was to be more than a body