Julien Baker - Guthrie Lyrics

I only say what I really mean
When I start talking to you in my sleep
Oh I can be honest, when I think it's a dream
I can make promises sober I'll never keep
And you can believe me as long as you want
There's nothing inside of here, but blood and guts

When I hit the bottom, start pulling up floorboards
Whatever I get, always need just a little bit more
So I'm catching a ride now to get on the first flight
You told me it scares you, the way that I was tonight

Oh I miss when I was certain about every little thing
So scared of forgetting, that I put it down in ink
Used to call upon the Spirit, now I think heaven lets it ring
Wanted so bad to be good, but there's no such thing, ooh