Julien Baker - Vanishing Point Lyrics

Foot on the dash with the headlights off
In the backseat, you're swallowin' chaos (?)
On a drive wishing I were impaled on the pines
At the vanishin' point of the Tennessee Line

And I didn't know what you meant
Oh, when your history was mine to write for
Somebody else with a knife in the side
You can hold me together at night

No, I couldn't give back if I tried
The hero I saw had gone out with the tide
When I said I could make it, I lied
Slippin' into the undertow

Nobody knows why I don't feel bad
I've always been too far down to reach
And I was on my guard
For you back to me

Don't feel bad
I've always been too far down to reach
And I was on my guard
For you back to me
For you back to me