June.MP3 - I Know/Jessica's Baby Lyrics

Niggas swamped, like I'm down in Louisiana
The murky waters
Shit was knee deep, now we waist high
Can't let a gator see yo face fried
I know how filter whats realer
I know my pops therapist was the niggas drug dealer
That inheritance sometimes bitter
From the perfect mixture
Crack smoke and some divinely niggas
God gave me potential, where lil juney can go blind you niggas
Im trynna tap into it
I said
I know imperfections can make you clueless
And I know about niggas counting on you to make improvements
I could spill some ink and I bet you I'll make a movement
I could make the pavement break if I drop the weight im dueling
Uncle told me chose the spalding when anger cookin a brewin
I was stirring up like harden when momma moved us to Houston
Turned into left rights, Jai seen me in ruins
Brudda handed pen, told me write it down in the music
And here I am

I know im hopin' man
Trynna align myself with broken bitches with broken plans
My open hands gave u everything that your mom couldn't give you
We would bond over trauma
Now these commas go against you
Put the stencil down for the personality you thought u made
Like my barber with the clips we blended then faded
Your love on some maze shit, that I got on occasions
I ran everyday tuckin my pride and my patience
To see how face lift when you smile
I knew they took that from they touched u as a child
Ruff exterior, harsher interior
Gave you all my ears, but told me my ass wasn't hearing ya
Told you all my fears
U turned that so i would start fear ya
Broke me down, u tried to make me feel im inferior
Ran me around, I ran til cardio giving up
All of that to make you love me
You unloveable, but still God loves ugly

Hard to hope when your jessica's baby
You can't cope when your jessica's baby
Feeling broke when you jessica's baby
Then blowin dope when your feelings get crazy
(Jessica's baby)
Off track, in the waters like navy
Try to act like you ain't never need savin
Rather drown then to scream out "Save me"
Leaks in the boat, u going down lil lady

I know I'm broken man
Trynna align myself with broken bitches with broken plans,
My open hands
Gave out everything I couldn't keep for myself
These ears don't listen so I had to go peep for myself
Tears start glistenin down the cheek
Never listen, until lessons turn to tears, or money start tight for some weeks
When my nappy head wanna seek
Counseling thats discrete
A loud loss gone disturb him, he'll run if he hears a creek
I probably turn to the bourbon
Probably succumb to hurting
What I seen in my bloodline, try clean it with turpentine,
The ski's we cover up with is the words "I'm fine"
I'm trynna conjure up shit that gone hold my mind
Right now its occupied with nukie from behind
A piece a of the cookie, the sweet tooth satisfied
With all of this, I pray you love me
I'm unloveable, but still God loves ugly

Hard to hope when your Eboni's baby
You can't cope when your Eboni's baby
Feeling broke when you Eboni's baby
Then blowin dope when your feelings get crazy
(Jessica's baby)
Off track, in the waters like navy
Try to act like you ain't never need savin
Rather drown then to scream out "Save me
Leaks in the boat, u going down lil baby
(Jessica's baby)